Feeling Like I'm Not Enough

I’ve never been the cool kid. Despite what you might think or project onto me, I’ve never been part of the “in” crowd—whatever the fuck that even means.

I was just scrolling Instagram and, for a flash, got hit with that old, familiar feeling: I’m not part of the cool gays of NYC. I don’t belong to that circle. I’m a therapist. I go to bed early. I don’t …